Three years... Three Fuckin' years...
As I could have imagined...
One day or another...
Here we go again...
Damn...
For three years, approximately I gave birht to this space...
This was my shrine, my sanctuary... Where I could come and wander on my thoughts, ideas, plans without guilty or interference of nothing or nobody.... A place just for me...
... And Jack.
Only Jack knows how much I suffered, how much I gone deep In the well of regrets, sorrow and disillusion...
Only Jack had the rope that could pull me up from there... And for three long years he tried.... Over and over again....
... And he made It...
So I came up, looked foward and kept moving on... Bringing with me the memory of the person I loved most... The person that Jack tried to rip out of my mind for these three years...
But I couldn't get rid of the thoughts... I couldn't and I didn't want It...
The love that I felt was way more greater than the desire to move on...
... And then, something happened...
My life changed completely... And now, I can say I'm a man full of joy and happiness...
I sincerely don't know how long It will last... I'll work hard to make this last for all my entire life!
I'm felling alive like never before!
I would like to thank Dr. Durden and Mr. riddle for the support...
And a special thanks to Jack... I wouldn't made this far without you!
I dreamed with something I wanted to write down here all this time but I never got the right...
... Until this day!
NOW WE ARE ONE!
End Of An Era...
It's enough...
We're done with all that bullshit...
We're tired of all that...
We're tired of faking situations, pretending a scenario that we both know that Isn't real...
This Is a very delicated situation... We could get hurt... BADLY...
All of that, for all this time... THAT was the fake... THIS Is what Is up!
So let us embrace this, together... Maybe accepting this Is the last missed link on the chain...
And I know that will be very difficult to ourselves to accept this totally... We've been molding ourselves so strongly that for us to change suddenly will be pratically impossible...
What Is exposed to us, the proposal here Is EXACTLY to throw away EVERYTHING that we've trained all this time...
And you gotta understand that and be strong minded...
The fear of being hurt will always exist, my child... But DO NOT let this suffocate what Is expected to be done!
As a matter of fact, to be honest, we wanted and claimed for this all along...
And now we have...
So be It!
Rise! But Remember Who You Are...
The deadline has come...
A new retirement has begun...
Leave Me Be, Now... Just watch and learn...
Remember Who You Are...
Yesterday I've asked to the stars to show me a sign...
I wished upon the Seven Sisters...
The stars never lied to me... Ever...
Not even let me on my own when I asked for some guidance...
The only problem Is that I never was known as a patient person...
There Is the sign... What about now? How to proceed? My time Is short...
I know that, In the end, I will always know what to do and how to do...
And now I just need to be what I am NOT: A patient man...
"No Price's Too Great, No Distance's Too Far..."
Keep It Real...